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so what if you can can see the dark inside of me? ; Azlyn - Ashley - 12-10-2016
There was a breeze that picked up.
And as always, with the coming breeze, came the floral scent that chased the bright purple ass of Azlyn. It was almost uncanny. He smelled flowers, he looks for purple. Azlyn. It was hard to describe what he felt about her. Such a complicated mess of emotions. He enjoyed her company; her sass. He enjoyed the company of a friendship that was not dependent on what he could give to someone else. Instead, he was a man, and she was a woman, and they were able to braise each other with little concern for politics and foreign affairs. It was plausible to say that Ashley could feel himself drawing down deeper emotions for her; but as far as he could tell, she was someone he thoroughly enjoyed and, for the moment, had no wish to further examine. He had been hurt before. Love and lust and betrayal usually came hand in hand, and in his case, it was the cost of his throne and the majority of his credibility with his Kingdom. It was by only the deaths or desertion of those who had been there from the beginning that the story of his broken heart faded into obscurity—and he had no wishes to repeat or visit his memories. He had only just come to grips with the reality that those days were long gone, and despite the few from those days that were still around, most of them that he chose to associate himself with were just ones who knew him to be as he was; rather than what he had lost. And so he leaves the sanctuary of the spring and goes heading through the forest; his red buckskin hide set against the green like a target. Azlyn was much better suited to the island; flowers grew here that were her color naturally. A beautiful deep purple that would forever haunt the magician’s mind’s eye—no matter what their relationship would develop into. Not that he was examining that. Because he was not. ashley I walked the path, it led me to the end. RE: so what if you can can see the dark inside of me? ; Azlyn - Azlyn - 12-15-2016
RE: so what if you can can see the dark inside of me? ; Azlyn - Ashley - 01-09-2017
Time has passed.
The two have lived in companionable distance, living and loving underneath the trees. The days here were much more temperate than they were on the mainland. The jungles stayed warm and balmy, and the waters were calmer with the coming of the colder months. Insulated here in Ischia, Ashley and Azlyn were as inhabitants on a tropical isle—a proverbial Adam and Eve. And in the colder of those nights, they had had a moment And that moment had produced a child. Where could he go? He had brought Azlyn to his home—the place that he guarded and protected above all else. And yet, the rounder that she grew, the more he found himself absent. His mind was always disconnected from where he was; he wondered if Azlyn could tell. There was a guilty shadow that followed him wherever he went. He felt—at odds with himself. How does a man love two women? How does he choose? Does he choose? How does a man forget his heart and return to what he knows his blood is good for—what he was made to be? A quiet, peaceful—albeit failing kingdom. Ischia, land of nothing. No, this was certainly not the Dale. And yet, he defends it is if it was. When would he learn better? Ea was never around. Tiphon had fled to whatever cave he had found in the back parts of this island. Was there any point in staying? Was there any point to Ashley? And yet, that scent that plagues him. She smells so good. Always of flowers that she has since taken stringing in her hair. Beautiful. How does a man decide how to be? He has no idea what he’s going to do with his life, but he knows that great changes are coming. ashley I walked the path, it led me to the end. RE: so what if you can can see the dark inside of me? ; Azlyn - Azlyn - 01-15-2017
Ugh I struggled with this post so much. I'm sorry it's so awful D: |