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I Hate That I Love You |Warlight| - Clayton - 01-01-2019 Clayton Every Story Has Two Sides
It was nearly half a year since Warlight came back....with Raul. So much was left unsaid, so much has changed and it was all getting to much for Clayton. His chest had grown heavy with every passing day, why was talking to her so hard? It was never a hard task before, he was embarassed of how they left things. Embarassed that he let her go, when he should have fought harder for her. That being said he has come to peace with the outcome, he was more than willing to dedicate himself to appreciate her the way she deserves. But he would not be walked on, if she wasn't willing to love him...perhaps it was best they remain friends. The thought alone made his heart ache, he would wait as long as he had to...until he hurt her..until she realized he was always the right one for her. The two were always inseparable as children, and unfortunately it led him to be an awkward stallion. It was always so easy around her, but since they had there falling out he has talked to many other equines and has grown more confident than ever. Warlight , he calls her name out. He hopes to be able to catch her, alone, without the annoying Raul who seems to be stuck at her hip. Warlight! He calls out again as he casually trots through the cove, seeking out the dual horned mare. @[Warlight] Figured I would get this up for them, respond whenever you get a chance ^^ RE: I Hate That I Love You |Warlight| - Warlight - 01-01-2019 Warlight — soul as sweet as blood red jam — I know I really, really should reply to the other thread first but this came so easily and I was tired after writing a Solace mega-diplomacy post XD RE: I Hate That I Love You |Warlight| - Clayton - 01-02-2019 Clayton Every Story Has Two Sides
It seems that fate is on his side today, he calls out for her desperately. He didn't know if he would even be able to find her but then he hears his name being called out recognizes the voice as Warlight's. She calls out once again, I'm over here , and with that he heads towards her voice. He only traveled a bjt betore she was in sight, as beautiful as ever. He gazed for a moment as the moon hit her antlers perfectly, from his position they looked like they were glowing. He shakes his head, clearing his wishful thinking. Will , he says her name gently as he stops before her. He could not get a perfect view of her due to the lack of light, although she looked much better than she had in the previous days. He extends his maw, nearly touching hers before pulling back in. A touch he so eagerly desired, but did not want to push his luck. I'm sorry Will....for everything , for confessing his love, for his harsh words, for giving her to much space. I've missed you Warlight, I just want my friend back , his ears lowered back as his heart pounds with anxiety. His heart felt heavy as everyday over the past six months he wished Warlight was by his side, but instead they were living seperate lives. He wasn't sure how she would respond, but if he couldn't love her, he at least needed her friendship. @[Warlight] <3 RE: I Hate That I Love You |Warlight| - Warlight - 01-10-2019 Warlight — soul as sweet as blood red jam — RE: I Hate That I Love You |Warlight| - Clayton - 01-11-2019 The next few silent moments seemed like an eternity, planning for the worst. Although, when she speaks she gives the opposite answer than he expected. He released the breath he was unknowingly holding, and a gently smile tugs at his lips. She touches his muzzle with hers briefly, and he pretends just for a moment that there arguement never happened. I want my friend back too , she breaks the silence again. He can feel his emotione arising in his chest, and he quickly swallows them down. As much as he tried to pretend he didn't, he did love her, for the sake of there friendship he would pretend he didn't. She coughs and he glances over the mare, he knows she has the plague from the last time they spoke. She was thinner than normal, and appeared weeker than she should be. He had recently contracted the plague, though his is not as far progressed as hers. He aches for her pain, wishing he could take all of hers away, but he does not have any healing abilities. Warlight... his voice is gently as he presses his maw to her cheek, have you spoken to Velk? Perhaps he can heal you. His mind shifts to the blue stag, who had once healed there wounds from the ferocious bear. He catches her deep with her own concern, but as usual she is strong and quickly tucks away the emotion. His gaze finds Warlight's as she mentions Kensa, though as he jumbles her question together it was about the visit to Ischia. He slowly nods his head, he shared one wonderful night with Kensa, but when they returner to the shore she returned to her own lover. Clayton felt the urge to tell her about it, but she wouldn't care anyway. Yes, it wasn't bad. He says recalling the blue stag who ruled Ischia. He seemed more interested in Pangea, and he didn't exactly agree to an alliance, but I don't think Ischia will be bothering us. He doesn't recall her visiting another kingdom aside from there visit Taiga so instead he lets his mind wonder to all the free time she had...to spend with Raul. His face twisted with disgust and alas a barley cough escapes from his lungs. And as his throat cleared he glanced away from the princess he so dearly cared for, How is your friend settling into the Cove? He asks as a friend of Will, and out of curiosity if he still lingered in there home. @[Warlight] <3 RE: I Hate That I Love You |Warlight| - Warlight - 01-15-2019 Warlight — soul as sweet as blood red jam — @[Clayton] oh kids these days XD RE: I Hate That I Love You |Warlight| - Clayton - 01-27-2019 He mentions receiving help from her brother Velk, he trusts the young stag, possibly because he had saved them both once before. But she was quick to note that Kota had been healing her, he has never heard of this Kota character, but it was better than Raul. She mentions that healing doesn't last long, and his gaze is filled with sorrow. He does not want to see her in pain, anyone in the Cove really, but mainly not her. I wish I could heal you , he says as his gaze drifts. He would give his horns up to heal her, to be gifted healing powers, but alas it was not in his deck of cards. He mentions Raul, without using his name, and it was like he pushed the wrong button. Warlight quickly flew to the pale stags defense and he only wonders if she would ever do that for him. I don't know why you hate him so much the words slip past her lips and his gaze cautiously finds hers. Because I loved you first he thinks to himself, remaining silent as she scolds him. She noted if he had something to say, he should say it now, her tone stating her seriousness. He stared at her for a moment before she speaks again, this time she announces he left, noting he went to find his family...but he'd be back. He had to force his lips from creating a smile and instead he remains like a statue. Hmm He says, finally breaking the silence. I just don't know why you like him, do you tell him the same thing about me? He isn't very nice when I'm around. He snorts, his fur prickling up as the irriation settles back in. But he forces his fur down, he was here to fix things with Warlight, not make them worse. Will... he says her name with a huff I just want our friendship back, but you keep secrets now..I want to help you, but I don't know how. The sorrow fills his eyes again, but this time it is because the history they once shared that no longer exists. It only changed when Raul came around, she does not tell him everything, and he senses the change in his closest friend. Perhaps she would never tell him these secrets, but he will always be here should she. @[Warlight] sorry this took so long! RE: I Hate That I Love You |Warlight| - Warlight - 02-05-2019 Warlight Soul as sweet as blood red jam RE: I Hate That I Love You |Warlight| - Clayton - 02-19-2019 Clayton Every Story Has Two Sides
The tension quickly escalated when Clayton had brought up Raul, the bay and green stallion still had lingering feelings for Warlight. It was possibly his hatred to the pale stallion was because he took Will from him....but possibly because Clayton doesn't believe he is good enough for the painted princess. Warlight quickly comes to the aid of Raul and it makes Claytons fur prickle in anger, she scolds Clayton, noting that Raul never mentions Clayton so she didn't have similar conversations with the pale stallion. Clayton highly doubts that she is telling the truth in that sense, but he does not delve into it further with her, instead he just huffs a sigh, his heart slowly crushing again as she lashes out at him in anger he has never seen from her. He quickly shifted the conversation, hoping to be able to help her as she was clearly suffering from the plague. Again she snaps at him, telling him she didn't need help, the conversation he so desperately wanted with Will seemed to be going in any direction but the one he hoped for. Clayton doesn't respond, simply because he does not know what to say at this point. Warlight is quick to break the silence, this time her voice is gentler. She tells him that she still cares for him, but thins are different, that he attacks her for having other friends. His intentions were never to isolate her from others....but purely to love her, to have her as his, but she has made her desires clear. She asks if they can put it all behind them, once again noting that she liked him and Raul. It was clear that he could not remove Raul from the picture, if he wanted to keep his best friend in his life he would have to accept the pale stallion as well. Finally he finds the words he has so desperately been looking for, yes. He says almost pleading, thankful that she still wants to be friends with him. I can't say that Raul and I will ever get along, but if he is what you want that I will not mention it anymore... He mutters it nearly, it feels like defeat, but if he wanted any bit of Warlight he would have to step back. He moves to press his body against hers, tilting his antler into hers like old times. I'm sorry I complicated things Will He says overwhelmed with the conversation carried out. @[Warlight] I AM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO GET UP |