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i dont want to miss you right now, starsin - Ophanim - 01-14-2019 Ophanim He feels different this morning, as the winter chill does its best to sink its teeth into him. His breath still leaves his lips in delicate white puffs of air but they linger a little longer in front of his face than yesterday. Ophanim finds himself easily distracted by this as he nearly goes cross-eyed staring at the spectacle. Childish, he laughs when he manages to blow a ring that grows and fades once it floats away from him. He hasn’t even begun to notice that his entire body has become a luxurious golden color where it was peppered red before. Still, the sun catches on the gleaming hairs and paints him like a prince of dawn with a halo slowly turning like a flaming wheel behind his head. Did Jenova know that her son would be this beautiful when she brought him into this world? Did she know the universe shivers each time he laughs? Gregorian monks spend their entire lives trying to harmonize with a sound so divine. And yet, Ophanim hardly seems to notice he is anything different than those around him. And yet, his world continues to orbit Starsin’s heart. Someday, someday they’ll collide into one another and consummate a perfect Armageddon together. He finally lets his attention drift elsewhere as he searches the surroundings for his darling monster. (Of course, he believes she’s a queen in need of a crown, never a monster. Never at fault.) His bright blue eyes search for the soft glowing constellations of her body until at last he spots her in the distance. A kind of warmth he still doesn’t have a name for spreads over his chest like hot wax, dripping directly to his heart so that it thrums gladly against his ribs. Ophanim hurries to her side as he always does, the white and gold wing eagerly folding over her to hold her tight to his side. The dragon fire keeps him warm like a hearth, which in turn spreads the comfort to her, but he doesn’t seem to notice still. “It doesn’t get as cold here so I thought you might like it. We can keep searching for as long as you want, though.” He smiles at her and the expression makes his eyes squint. Greedy, he touches his lips to her neck and breathes the scents of where they’ve been all tangled up in her mane. The boy doesn’t mention that he’ll settle down with her where ever she likes but he has a feeling she’s aware all the same. Home for him, after all, is anywhere by her side. He made his bed in the palm of her hand like a perfect little plaything ages ago. RE: i dont want to miss you right now, starsin - Starsin - 01-16-2019 lighting matches just to swallow up the flame like me, do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me? @[Ophanim] RE: i dont want to miss you right now, starsin - Ophanim - 01-18-2019 Ophanim She invades his every thought and she’s become the focus of his dreams each time he finds himself asleep. She draws him in like the singularity of a black hole and he is so thankful to be crushed by the monstrous weight of her love. It could smother the life from him and he would die smiling, chanting his praises to the goddess of his world. Ophanim would build an empire and lay waste to it the very next day if she said it would amuse her. All the lives, power, and wealth would cower and die in the shadow of his love for her. And he wouldn’t blink an eye. He doesn’t even notice the way she pretends not to even notice his approach; he’s too wrapped up in his eagerness to press against her again. But her words make him pause in surprise and his heart wilts at the sound of her voice. What happened to him? His brows come together in a worrisome expression and he frowns a bit before looking himself over for the first time in a while. In his rush to find her, he hadn’t noticed. The speckled red of his coat had given way to gold. He blinks once, twice and returns to gazing into her deep blue eyes. Was he sick? “I.. I don’t think so. I feel fine,” he answers, though a lump of worry has formed in the pit of his stomach now as she questions him. Her focus turns, at last, to the home that they have found together at long last. Already his concerns of being ill have fallen to the wayside. He nods slowly when she says she’d like to stay here for a little while. Anything, anything just to keep that smile on her lips long enough for him to get his fill of it. (He would never be full, never satisfied with how much he got to see her.) “You really think so? I just want to be enough for you,” he mumbles around an embarrassed laugh. He lowers his head, offering his vulnerable neck up to her like a sacrifice. Ophanim leans his head toward her and kisses at the front of her neck so delicately it might just feel like a breath against her skin. There is a desperate want for him churning within him but it waits, bides its time as he focuses on her lips on him instead. His wing hugs her a little tighter but he says nothing as he basks in the radiance of her affections. RE: i dont want to miss you right now, starsin - Starsin - 01-22-2019 lighting matches just to swallow up the flame like me, do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me? @[Ophanim] RE: i dont want to miss you right now, starsin - Ophanim - 01-24-2019 Ophanim Even with the sharp edges to her words and the ravenous hunger on her tongue, he’s a slave to her love and her touch. He smiles softly when she finally kisses his cheek and his heart quivers when she shows concern for him. Ophanim melts in the warmth of her love and it shows in the way he reaches out to press his lips against her skin just as soon as he stops touching him. They should be pressed against one another every second of every day, he thinks, greedy for her like no other. The plague is still incubating within his veins but it’s the furthest thing from his mind when she’s around. Soon, he’ll cough up blood and he’ll have to think of a way to hide it from her. But today is not that day. Already he replays her words on a loop as he feels a shiver racing up his spine. More than enough. “I’m so glad you’re in my life,” he admits while she hides her face in the white and gold of his mane. His words are muffled against her skin but he pauses when she says his name, draws his attention to her face while she speaks. His cheeks feel warm but the burning is entirely different from a blush as he stares into her eyes. The angel boy leans in and kisses her, careful and gentle on the corner of her lips. “We belong together.” He closes his eyes and kisses from her cheek, then down the back of her neck until he reaches her shoulders. Their bodies already know that they were meant for this, meant to get tangled to one another in some beautiful mess. Ophanim pulls his wings back and lifts himself carefully, so slowly on top her. His whole life has been spent trying to find where ever he belongs and he fits, he fits so perfectly there against her back. His lips trail along her spine when he finally moves his hips forward. The gods used to wage war for love like this, for devotion that ran as deep. His kisses grow clumsy all across her shoulders while his legs hold her waist tight beneath him, sweat shimmering across his gold and white body. She tastes like rosewater and gold leaf all across his lips. Time loses all meaning for him and the sounds of the world are drowned out by their heavy breathing until only they exist. Just them and this perfect harmony. Ophanim presses his face against her as he finally stops, chest heaving as he shivers. Slowly, just as carefully as before, he slides off her back and lets his wings hang lazily over his sides. “I’m so in love with you, Starsin.” RE: i dont want to miss you right now, starsin - Starsin - 01-27-2019 lighting matches just to swallow up the flame like me, do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me? |