05-02-2019, 10:51 AM
Stuck between a place of not belonging in the family you came from and finding hope in a family that wasn't yours to begin with was a slippery slope of feeling abandoned and finding reassurance that you matter. Contradictories playing and toying with your emotions make for an unstable mind. When you are at a point in your life where any and all interactions frame who you are and who you will become it is a dangerous spot to be in.
Jakub peered up at the thinning trees, the sun beams of the new day dripping through the cracks and landing on his midnight frame making the light slip off in any direction it chose. The midnight blues of his eyes quivered under the sparkling of light, mimicking the deep void he felt with in himself. Magnus accepted him into his kingdom and now he had purpose, so why did he feel so confused!
A flock of birds flew above the tree tops, calling to each other, leading each other, knowing exactly where they needed to go. They migrated from one home to another year after year, with out question, knowing exactly where they would be welcome next . The irony was almost to convenient for Jakub to take in. A slow, unamused chuckle parted his lips and escaped into the air.
You need to forget about the past, forget about what could have been and take every opportunity that you have now. Now you have someone worth following excepting you into his life to show you how to be good and strong. Just because one person resented you and was scared you would rise above him doesn't mean everyone in life will feel the same.
Jakub continued his slow winding walk along the forest floor. He had a place to belong now, but he also felt a need to find solitude to ease his restless mind. He needed to learn the lands of Beqanna outside of Tephra, and get to know the other inhabitants. Though he was enjoying the peace the coverage of trees offered him right now in this moment, he supposed he wouldn't be against sharing the moment with someone. He wasn't the most verbal man he knew but he liked to listen and learn.
He cocked his ears catching the scurrying of a squirrel finding the last remnants of Autum to tuck away inside it's hole for winter. While across the forrest on his other side there was a family of rabbits burrowing down. The inhabitants where preparing for the season to come, it brought a smile to his maw knowing that he had a home to go to that didn't require so much work. He pulled in a long, deep breath of cold fresh air and blew it just as slowly out. He watched the white puff of hot air mix and mingle with the cold that snuck through and around the large tree trunks and heavy roots that penetrated the earth. His mind began to unwind, and clear itself from the never ending contradictories that seemed to layer every corner.
Jakub peered up at the thinning trees, the sun beams of the new day dripping through the cracks and landing on his midnight frame making the light slip off in any direction it chose. The midnight blues of his eyes quivered under the sparkling of light, mimicking the deep void he felt with in himself. Magnus accepted him into his kingdom and now he had purpose, so why did he feel so confused!
A flock of birds flew above the tree tops, calling to each other, leading each other, knowing exactly where they needed to go. They migrated from one home to another year after year, with out question, knowing exactly where they would be welcome next . The irony was almost to convenient for Jakub to take in. A slow, unamused chuckle parted his lips and escaped into the air.
You need to forget about the past, forget about what could have been and take every opportunity that you have now. Now you have someone worth following excepting you into his life to show you how to be good and strong. Just because one person resented you and was scared you would rise above him doesn't mean everyone in life will feel the same.
Jakub continued his slow winding walk along the forest floor. He had a place to belong now, but he also felt a need to find solitude to ease his restless mind. He needed to learn the lands of Beqanna outside of Tephra, and get to know the other inhabitants. Though he was enjoying the peace the coverage of trees offered him right now in this moment, he supposed he wouldn't be against sharing the moment with someone. He wasn't the most verbal man he knew but he liked to listen and learn.
He cocked his ears catching the scurrying of a squirrel finding the last remnants of Autum to tuck away inside it's hole for winter. While across the forrest on his other side there was a family of rabbits burrowing down. The inhabitants where preparing for the season to come, it brought a smile to his maw knowing that he had a home to go to that didn't require so much work. He pulled in a long, deep breath of cold fresh air and blew it just as slowly out. He watched the white puff of hot air mix and mingle with the cold that snuck through and around the large tree trunks and heavy roots that penetrated the earth. His mind began to unwind, and clear itself from the never ending contradictories that seemed to layer every corner.
Tephra inhabitant (Alpha)