09-01-2019, 02:47 PM
I'm kinda weird because I don't really put a lot of me, personally, into my characters, and I don't need to be in any particular frame of mind to write them. I can be really happy and write Starsin being a total douche to someone lmao
But I guess if I had to really break it down:
Starsin is all my sarcasm, and my mean streak (hers is obviously a lot meaner than mine). Oh and my jealousy because she's awful. Pretty much I took everything bad about me and put it into her. I for some reason ended up emotionally attached to her and it's stupid.
Ryatah is, I guess, where all my angst goes, and I suppose she's my literal punching bag and she makes it incredibly easy, since she likes pain or whatever (which I 100% do not, so, she doesn't get that literally from me lmao). She is the hardest for me to remember I need to actually explain her thoughts & feelings when I write her because I've played her for so long it feels like I'm trying to write an imitation of a real person and I feel like I'm going to get it wrong? If that makes any sense. She is my favorite and also the hardest to hurt my feelings over. I literally at this point don't care if anyone else likes her.
Plumeria is the part of me that can be way too forgiving. Even though I can be a jealous bitch, she is actually really easy to play because she's the complete opposite. thank god otherwise her relationship with J would give me an ulcer.
I obviously play a lot of characters, but those 3 are my favorites.
But I guess if I had to really break it down:
Starsin is all my sarcasm, and my mean streak (hers is obviously a lot meaner than mine). Oh and my jealousy because she's awful. Pretty much I took everything bad about me and put it into her. I for some reason ended up emotionally attached to her and it's stupid.
Ryatah is, I guess, where all my angst goes, and I suppose she's my literal punching bag and she makes it incredibly easy, since she likes pain or whatever (which I 100% do not, so, she doesn't get that literally from me lmao). She is the hardest for me to remember I need to actually explain her thoughts & feelings when I write her because I've played her for so long it feels like I'm trying to write an imitation of a real person and I feel like I'm going to get it wrong? If that makes any sense. She is my favorite and also the hardest to hurt my feelings over. I literally at this point don't care if anyone else likes her.
Plumeria is the part of me that can be way too forgiving. Even though I can be a jealous bitch, she is actually really easy to play because she's the complete opposite. thank god otherwise her relationship with J would give me an ulcer.
I obviously play a lot of characters, but those 3 are my favorites.