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RE: Shadows for Skin [ANY] - Obscene - 01-19-2022 I can see through you, see your true colors Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
In any other situation, the three of them doing something together would have been hilarious beyond belief. Somewhere in the numbness, he knows this should be amusing. A perfect opportunity for shameless flirting and banter. He would have enjoyed it once. Yet the feeling of disconnect continues and he can’t find the will or the want to do so. How could he enjoy anything when his son was at the bottom of the sea? It is the mention of Fyr and Wherewolf that brings a sudden sharpness back in his burning gaze. Wherewolf had always made it clear that if anything were to happen he would save his own skin first. There is little doubt that the ill-placed diplomat had taken one look at whatever was coming and taken to the sky on his mottled wings. He had always known what Wherewolf was, who he was. And yet the bitterness on his tongue remains knowing the stallion had probably left without a single care for those below. The children that didn’t stand a chance. Children like Obsidio. And Fyr. The pale jaguar spotted colt was a different story. There is a ripple of something beneath the fog when he catches Aela’s cerulean eye. A reminder that he was not the only one who had lost someone. There were other missing children beside his own, there were others that may have been lost to a watery grave. He gazes at her and remembers the boy who spoke to ghosts and set the world on fire. Remembers the understanding in the yellow eyes of one so young when he had set his mother’s remains to flame on a pyre. It was unlikely that Fyr had survived, despite his many talents. The determination in his Seneschal’s gaze (for how could he think of her as anything else when the world was normal yesterday?) to find her son no matter the outcome stirs something beneath the emptiness and when he nods to her, there is a promise there. And a sliver of hope though he cannot bare to catch it yet. To hold it close and believe. “And mine.” He says quietly at Cheri’s side. “If any survived… we will find them.” Fyr, Wherewolf, Revelrie, Obsidio… The Loessians that were important to Cheri. And Light. It was worrying that the Wisp had not appeared but for a fae creature designed to hover over water.. Surely his Companion was simply too far to call for. He would need to check the River again, a task for another day. For now… A crease appears on his smooth forehead as something else Aela had said comes to mind. “What are Baltians? Also... Where are we?” He had never heard such a term before but if whatever the Baltians were had caused the destruction of their world and the death of their children… In the hollow cavity that feels nothing… The snake stirs. obscene @Aela @Cheri RE: Shadows for Skin [ANY] - Aela - 01-19-2022 Aela knew that the three of them coming together like this was absurd. RE: Shadows for Skin [ANY] - Cheri - 01-20-2022 @Obscene RE: Shadows for Skin [ANY] - Obscene - 01-22-2022 I can see through you, see your true colors Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
The black and gold Fae isn’t sure what to make of the information Aela shares with them as they begin to pick their way through broken stone. He’s not sure what to make of anything regarding this whole situation. The golden mare seems to read his thoughts regarding their former diplomat (a long running prank due to the rather severe nature of the dappled winged stallion), picking up the thread of his discontent and delivering even more confusing words that leave far more questions then answers. “Wherewolf has a son?” He quickly throws out, his red eyes glancing at Aela before shifting to Cheri and then straight ahead. Dark lips press tightly together feeling a familiar sensation of irritation rising through that aching hollowness that winds tightly through every fiber of his being. Wherewolf was a mystery in a lot of ways. He had never been truly put off by the abrasive nature of the man for he was a rather abrasive creature himself. He had only been vaguely aware of Neverwhere’s presence, his attention focused on much more pressing issues, but he knew that his mother was trapped as a child and that Wherewolf’s obsessions with her extended to much darker places then his own relationship with Tantalize. It was his job to know every single face that resided in the Pampas, willingly or not. So a mystery child of Wherewolf's in the Pampas didn't make any sense. And when he thinks of Tantalize... There is a flash of jaguar spots and the overwhelming scent of death and he exhales sharply, unwilling to remember more. It is what Aela says next that redirects his attention, enough to allow a scowl to break through his otherwise solemn appearance even as Cheri’s whisper pulls a pointed ear in her direction. “I’d hardly call one night a disappearing act.” He snaps sharply, feeling that irritation flickering in his chest again and the sliding response of the hungry beast within. Hungry… He was rather famished now that he thinks of it as his stomach rumbles with ferocity. His own hunger that has nothing to do with the serpent. He halts suddenly as the cogs turn in his head but the gnawing pain is too distracting for it to click into place. All he has to do is close his eyes and think and then spreading before them is a bounty of wildflowers, so similar to the ones that had once covered the Pampas. A new trick he had discovered by accident right before Gale had appeared that he attributed to his Faeness. There is a pointed look thrown at Cheri who still looks rather peaky despite the healing he had given her and wastes no time ripping at the flowers himself with blunted teeth, thinking all the while. As the wheels turn, he finds his irritation rising again. A flicker against the golden stars etched along his chest as he tries to recall what had happened last night. When it had all turned hazy. Why had Cheri looked like a skeleton? How could the South have fallen and he not even known about it? Even in a drunk haze… Surely the earth ripping itself apart would have been felt through every inch of land including that riverbank. How did they end up in this place that had only risen after the South had fallen? A sudden deadliness blazes in those glittering vermillion eyes as he raises his head slowly. Looking directly at the crystal magician before him. “When did the South fall Aela?” He asks, his voice eerily smooth and quiet despite the intensity blazing in Cheri’s direction. obscene @Aela @Cheri I forgot he had Feast Manifestation now so figured I'd try using it lol RE: Shadows for Skin [ANY] - Aela - 01-23-2022 Perhaps it was because Aela was more familiar with Obscene that made her more aware of his emotions. The little palomino kept walking, kept herself moving, but the feelings wafting off the dark brute behind made her scowl as he did. His rising irritation became hers, and the only immediate solution that the Empath could think of was to keep a brisk pace and Cheri between them. RE: Shadows for Skin [ANY] - Cheri - 01-25-2022 @Obscene this is crap but I wanted to keep things rolling D: RE: Shadows for Skin [ANY] - Obscene - 01-27-2022 I can see through you, see your true colors Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
Aela’s snippy retort would have once made him smile, would have coaxed a sly and suggestive grin to his mouth as he pressed it to the golden velvet of her skin with the promise that she could explain better by showing him exactly how Wherewolf had come to be a father. Instead, he simply glances at her with annoyance and can think of nothing but death until she turns away. Once he would have given anything to hear her sigh in pleasure again, be it by his touch or causing chaos until she had brightened with satisfaction. It wasn’t until his chat with Skandar that he realized how foolish such a dream had been. That was what it had always been between them, a fantasy. It didn’t mean that he didn’t care about her, that he wouldn’t be by her side when and if she needed him. Aela had taught him much in many ways, had shown him things about himself that he had long denied. He owed her in that regard and despite his rather abrasive nature at times, he was loyal to a fault to those that had proven themselves worthy of it. Yet when he looks at her now, there is no pang of unrequited desire. There is no love lost. Not anymore. Her tone is not lost on him (and his irritation was not reserved for her) but she no longer has his attention. It’s all directed on Cheri who seems to shift beneath his unwavering stare as the weight of Aela’s words fall on both of them. Months. A year. All he can do is stare at her as she deflects away from the missing time stolen from him, avoiding him by questioning their guide and turning her jaded eyes to her. He doesn’t give her the release she desires as he continues to glare. To let his penetrating scrutiny run along the curve of her hollowed cheeks as she sucks in breath. There is one glaringly obvious question that hangs between them but he keeps his mouth firmly shut. In this they at least will agree, a conversation better held when its just the two of them. But there would be a reckoning and with the building anger flaring in the pit of his stomach, it wasn’t likely to be pretty. It feels better than the numbness though, this looming storm of fury. Eases it back just a little. Obscene had always despised magic. It had been born of intense jealousy when he had realized how different he was compared to everyone else around him. Traitless, plain, a clean slate. His mother had told him of times before the Reckoning, back when she had once been a Queen. Magic had been a rarity in the Beqanna she had grown up in, a world where he would have flourished being exactly who he was from the start. That had changed though (even she had adapted with the wings that he can still vividly remember, black feathers tracing against his dark cheek) and now types like him, born without magic, were the anomalies of Beqanna. More than that, they were vulnerable. Weak. So he was driven to seek that which he detested and he had succeeded in spades. And yet even with the begrudging acceptance of the magic he held (the loathing to admit that at times he even enjoyed it), he had never truly trusted it. What exactly had Cheri done? Despite her rather frail appearance now, he had always known she was powerful. More powerful than most probably knew. What if she was the reason the South was gone? If Obsidio was dead because of her…. He rips viciously at another flower if only to bite back the heated remarks rising on his tongue and then starts to move again, stalking past the two of them in the direction Aela had initially been headed towards. Not trusting himself to be idle next to Cheri a second longer in case he said or did something he would later regret. obscene @Aela @Cheri Someone's pouty
RE: Shadows for Skin [ANY] - Aela - 01-30-2022 Aela has always been a mare of diminutive size. She was light-boned with delicate features, inherited from a mother she barely knew. It’s always been an asset to her - she has made sure of it - because her slight stature meant that it was easy for others to dismiss the palomino as weak or frail. She wasn’t wildly colored as some Beqanna-born were; she wasn’t jewel-touched as Cheri was or born with blazing red eyes as Obscene had been. Despite a few golden stripes on her forelegs and hindquarters, there was really nothing outwardly unusual about Aela. RE: Shadows for Skin [ANY] - Cheri - 01-31-2022 @Obscene RE: Shadows for Skin [ANY] - Obscene - 01-31-2022 Don't look back, nothing left to see I can feel you though, wake me from this dreamin
Their tension runs in circles, cycling the blame back and forth between them. He grinds flower petals between his teeth with much more viciousness than needed but there is nowhere else to expel this restless energy except for on the two mares behind him. Two mares that were exceptionally powerful in their own rights. So in a rare moment of wisdom, he continues to push forward through the brittle ruins and bite off the heads of flowers he had manifested that suddenly taste like ash on his tongue. With his finely tipped ears still laced against his skull, he picks up pieces of the conversation behind him and snorts at the mention of “The Gray”. So Tarian the pegasus had survived and that was not surprising, being winged and all. Plus, prickly old coot that he was, he doubted the old guard would fall to something so trivial as the sea. He finally pauses in his massacre of flowers to turn back to them just as Aela stamps out her flames. “I’d be surprised if Oceane and that bear of hers weren’t holed up somewhere.” He finally says, keeping his blazing eyes trained on the golden Seneschal. “She’s a damn genie and isn’t he made for swimming?” He throws out before turning his back again before they can see the anger on his face. How easy for the magically blessed to survive. For those that weren't though... For those who had no wings or couldn't wish themselves away... Sauntering further away from them, he misses the rest of their quiet exchange and finds he prefers it that way. The hunger ebbs away and the numbness steals back in, settling back in those wide empty spaces within him. Perhaps one day it would ease, this emotionless void, but some of it settles in those nooks and crannies that even a broom wouldn’t be able to reach. Unable to pull the unyielding cobwebs out. His failure, the biggest of them all, was not something he would ever truly be able to forget. Or forgive himself for. If he was a man, he would be pressing his fingers to his temples and rubbing them with exasperation. Instead, all he can do is finally come to a standstill and close his eyes, his forehead crinkling with tension, as vivid dreams and confusing memories mingle and merge together until he can’t make sense where one starts and the other ends. He stands there until the others finally catch up to him. When they do, he exhales slowly and looks at them both. “We need somewhere to regroup, somewhere to rebuild.” Somewhere for the survivors that may still be drifting and lost to go, somewhere easy for them to be found for those that were searching as they were. “Aela we need a crash course in current political standings and what is open for the taking.” He finally says and there is nothing but cold calculation in the dark glittering depths of red. In this, at least, he can push everything else back and focus on a simple task. He and Aela had built something from nothing before (their ragtag band of misfits) and they would simply have to do it again, this time with Cheri regardless if she liked it or not. Speaking of the former Queen… He glances at her and registers how fragile she still is despite the initial dose of healing he had given. There is no doubt that she would need more as well as rest. There was still something he wanted to do, something he needed to see for himself, alone. Yet regardless of his pressing doubt about the crystal mare, he stubbornly could not leave her in such a vulnerable position. He still remembers her fury at Gale with his mother bleeding before them. He still remembers the hazy whisper of dreams that curl against his mind like fog, ones where she had pressed against his chest like she had always belonged there. “Aela, can you take Cheri somewhere safe to rest? There’s something I need to do but I’ll catch up to you.” He pauses for a moment before meeting the golden mare’s gaze. “I promise.” Words he had never said aloud lightly for they would know there couldn’t possible be a lie hidden within. obscene @Aela @Cheri |