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YOU'VE GOT TO BE SO COLD || SOCHI - Set - 01-07-2020

He keeps his eyes closed. The longer that he keeps them shut, the longer he can keep the world out, remain in the embrace of his memories of the world that he used to know. His heart thrums steadily in his chest, the den floor cold underneath his prone ribcage. It is still dark - the cave mouth is too small to let any light in, if there were any light here in one of the deepest parts of the Forest - the silence a dull roar in his ears. He is sure he can hear the lilting whisper of Nera’s voice, but every time he tries to focus on it and find the source, it eludes him.

A sharp jab in the softest part of his underbelly pulls him out of his fitful slumber. Two small badger kits jostle for the warmest spot, tucked up near his flanks, their mother dozing blissfully behind his withers. He does not know how long he simply stares into the darkness, raising and shifting only his head when his prone position grows uncomfortable, reluctant to disturb the eclectic mix of bodies surrounding him. They flock to him most often when he is himself, even more so now in the belly of winter. He had not understood it, not at first when he and Niklas and Salomea had crossed back over, but Beqanna had changed so many times in his (relatively) long life he had soon adjusted well enough. Now … now, he well understands the power that he still possesses. His magicks had changed, but he is no less than he was before.

Immortal as he is, he feels more physically able when he eats, and his growling stomach is the catalyst that finally spurs him to his feet. The walls of the narrow cave practically glow with warmth from the many sleeping bodies that he extricates himself from. Predator and prey alike had sought asylum from last night’s storm. He steps over the stiffened carcass of one of the casualties that are an inevitability of such a gathering, brushing along the rabbit’s disemboweled side. It knits together in his wake and the little brown creature yawns and stretches before tucking in alongside a young doe, the pain of its death forgotten already. 

The snow is piled nearly as high as the cave mouth. The sky is only just beginning to lighten, a deep blue-gray light creeping in amongst the pines and naked deciduous trees. Yawning, he bows and stretches before shaking the last wrinkles of pseudo-hibernation from his hide. A raven squawks at him from up above his head, circling the clearing in loud, erratic loops. He regards the creature for a moment or two, head cocked to the side, one golden eye tracking the bird’s lazy course. Ravens are wicked intelligent; distracted easily and quite noisy, so not particularly helpful in matters of stealth, but the carrion-birds have a penchant for finding the dead - and those associated with the dead. This shiny, raucous creature had found Niklas for him.

Like a mountain goat skipping across a rock face, he moves closer to the more populated area of the Forest. The snow is chest high in some places and by the time he reaches one of his favorite grazing spots, his muscles are warm and ice crystals accentuate his brows, muzzle, and chest. It’s so cold the snow has crystallized, making it easy enough to dig through to the grass underneath. The change in the air is so subtle that he does not notice it at first, preoccupied as he is with eating his fill.


@[sochi]


RE: YOU'VE GOT TO BE SO COLD || SOCHI - sochi - 01-08-2020

SOCHI

She has never been particularly bothered by the cold.

Especially when she wears this form—her body turning heavy and feline, the coat thick and luxurious. In many ways, it is a relief to shift back into this, to wear the striped body that she has known since birth. It is hardier than her equine form, certainly, and she finds it more finely tuned to the winter. So it is how she travels today, the snow beneath her crunching lightly but the rest of the world pleasantly muffled.

She wishes that she could always feel this still.

That she could always hold onto this kernel of peace that she finds now.

Alas, despite the rather undisturbed waters of her personality, there was so much that raged beneath. So many emotions that she barely blinked at, let alone tried to dive in and discern. She was more content to simply let them rage—let them storm behind the ivory of her ribcage. There she kept her fury and her discontentment. Her confusion and frustration and the ever-present gnawing of her hunger.

She was so accustomed to it that she could forget it existed sometimes.

As though she simply lived within the eye of the storm.

Today is one of those days as she moves through the aftermath of the winter storm where she turns a blind eye to the catastrophic damage being wrought inside of her. She knows that she will likely have little success with any hunt today—not with the winter chill hanging in the air, the sound of silence echoing around her—but instead of finding a hunt, she finds something different. Her head snaps up when she hears the sound of someone enjoying their fill, feline eyes narrowing as she looks at him.

For a second, she doesn’t move at all—one heavy paw hanging suspended in the air—before she tilts her head and places it carefully back down. “I can’t imagine that tastes particularly good.”

She rolls a shoulder.

“Not that anything is particularly good this time of year.”

she said a war ain't a war before both sides bleed



@[Set]