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this picture's frozen and I can't get out - Razaranje - 10-24-2025

this picture's frozen and I can't get out

She has been wandering, trying to collect memories of a life that seems to have been a million years ago. Searching to find a place that triggers something familiar. She knows there is something to who she is. The blank slate she woke to was once full of memories that she just can't dig out of the heavy fog in her mind. Her dreams have been wrought with flashes of blood and ear-piercing shrieks. Memories of a war that she knows must have existed. Fuzzy visions of her mother, green like her, but harsher and cold. She knows she has siblings. Or had siblings? A pink sister, a brother with tattered wings, and several siblings in varying shades of green. Likely all long gone, as home seemingly was.

Dead land and the stench of death accompany the shrieks and blood of a war rattled land that she must have once called home. There isn't a feeling of fear that comes with these flashes of memories and dreams, though. Her mother, she is certain, thrived in the conditions. A death pit. Sacrifices. Strange and wicked ideas. Things that should make her uneasy, sick, fearful - she feels no such thing in her memories. Did she enjoy those things as a child?

She has wandered through the meadow, found a river that spread to the ocean, and now has found her way to the ruins, green legs carrying her over the terrain carefully. The land feels haunted. She could swear she can hear whispers of those gone past. She stops, swishing her black tail across her green haunches as she scans the area. She can smell death, feel it slicking over her skin on the breeze, but this isn't home. Or at least it doesn't call to her like she thinks home should. The ruins scattered across the plain don't feel familiar or look familiar.

Razaranje knows this is the world she was born into, but it is also not. She closes her dark eyes and takes a deep inhale, allowing the strange scent to fill her lungs in hopes another memory might come out of the depths and into the light of her mind. As she exhales, though, the land is no more familiar than it was before. On top of the smell of death and pain oozing from the earth she picks up on the scent of another stranger. She turns to look, curious who else may be wandering this strangely haunting ground.

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RE: this picture's frozen and I can't get out - Anubias - 11-01-2025


Beqanna has changed in so many ways throughout Anubias’ lifetime, but he is grateful that he can still visit the places he remembers in his dreams. He can wander the darkness of the eclipse and fear none of the monsters, knowing that the sun will shine again. He can craft what he believes Taiga and Tephra and the other missing lands were like, the trees sparkling in his dreams and always towering so so so high.

But he has learned how dangerous it is to favour his dreams. Rather suddenly, he wakes up and realizes how lonely he is. How long it has been since he has made a friend. He thinks of the quiet angel that wanted to escape reality and the starlight girl who he thought had been a dream.

Although he hopes they are still around and wishes to run into them again, thinking they could tether each other in the new world, he doesn’t let himself slip back into a dream. There, any friends would be ghosts — he could craft whoever he wished, have them think and say whatever he wanted, and Anubias doesn’t want friends like that.

Far, far better to have their own minds.

The Ruins have long been a source of fascination for him because it feels very dreamlike here. Not his type of dream but as if he is walking in someone else’s dreams and seeing what marvellous things they create. There are no ghosts here for him. Just possibility.

His companion is sprawled in her usual spot - head between his ears, body draped on his neck. Sometimes her long tail moves and tickles his frost-marked skin, causing him to laugh. They are both chuckling when he sees someone nearby and his heart just thrills at the possibility of it. Even if she doesn’t turn out to be a friend, it is so wonderful to be standing on the beginning of something that he has no idea how it will play out.

And he is mostly certain she is not a dream.

“Hello!” He calls out as he approaches, grinning brightly when she turns to look. “It’s nice to see someone else out here, for a moment I thought only stones lived here.”



@Razaranje


RE: this picture's frozen and I can't get out - Razaranje - 11-02-2025

believe me, I'm just as lost as you

As the stranger approached she eyed him curiously. He was a shining green and white with markings that looked like his skin had been frosted over and never thawed. Those things didn't strike her as odd, but the creature laying atop his head was definitely not something she had seen before.  His bright words are a stark contrast against the dead land and she gave him a half grin in response. She wasn't going to find what she was looking for here, but company wouldn't be a bad trade off.

"It doesn't seem like anything actually lives here." she replied, looking down at the rough earth and whacking a front hoof on one of the stones, "not even these." She looked back up at the stallion and tilted her bright head slightly, sending her black and green forelock flipping to the side. "Maybe some ghosts." Despite knowing that ghosts should be scary, she didn't think she would find one scary if she ever met one. Maybe she had met one in her past life? Who knows. Not Razaranje.

"Do you live here? Are you a ghost?" She asked, a little curious, a little bit joking. Her dark eyes again drifted to the critter lounging atop his head and she gave another half-smile. "Transportation service for small creatures living the high life?" Razaranje laughed and returned her gaze back to the new stranger instead of his little passenger. Beqanna was certainly a curious place full of surprises around every corner. Even if her memories were fuzzy and unsure, she was certain about that. You could run into anything, anyone, around any corner.

"I'm Razaranje. And I don't think that I'm a ghost. Can't make any guarantees though." She gave a slight roll of her shoulders, something like a shrug as her black and green tail swished idly against her green legs. "I don't know a whole lot, but I do know I don't live here." Well, she isn't 100% sure about that either.

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RE: this picture's frozen and I can't get out - Anubias - 12-02-2025


The idea of ghosts living here didn't bother Anubias — they had to live somewhere, and it seemed like an appropriate place for them to gather. And maybe they find peace here together. It's easy for him to conjure sweet stories, ones with kindness and love for all those involved. Even when telling stories about ghosts.

Anubias' pale green eyes light up with a smile as the stranger returns his questions and he laughs too at the comment about being a transportation service. "Not a ghost but you're definitely right about being transportation for small creatures." The red panda in question stands, stretches her back, and clamours up a little so she is sitting at attention, tilting her head curiously at Razaranje with her vibrant green body and nice laugh.

It's been a while since they've met someone new, and they're both enjoying this stroke of luck.

"This is my companion, Fisher, and I'm Anubias. We don't live here either but I like to visit." He glances around at the unique stones, remembering when he had first discovered them - how amazing it had been to find something new.

But he can admire the scenery any time. His easy smile and sparking curiosity return back to the bright green Razaranje as he circles back to one of her comments. "How come you're not sure you're a ghost?"



@Razaranje


RE: this picture's frozen and I can't get out - Razaranje - 12-03-2025

believe me, I'm just as lost as you

She smiled at the little red panda as it stretched and tilted it's fluffy head at her. It was an adorable little thing, something unlike Razaranje had ever seen before. Fluffy and warm looking with curious eyes. "Well you seem like good company, Fisher and Anubias." A warmth spread over her as she smiled to the little creature and then back to the green stranger. She had spent so long wandering alone, lost and confused with frustration growing heavier. This company, so friendly, immediately felt familiar and comforting, and it was a wonderful change of pace for the bright green mare. "You visit here often? What is this place, exactly?" The wind whispered over the ruins, stirring dust up in places as if invisible hands were swiping across the deserted land.

Perhaps the wind was actually ghosts. Stirring the dust and dragging silent fingers through her mane and tail as they waved over her body. If she was a ghost, it wouldn't surprise her. She felt almost as if she was stuck in purgatory. Wandering aimlessly, looking for home or anything familiar. Maybe she had died and was now stuck somewhere on a different plane, unable to return home and unable to move on.

"I woke up and can't remember a thing. I've been looking for home, but I can't seem to find it." She tilted her head slightly, "Maybe I did die, and I'm somewhere in between the before and after as a ghost." A laugh burst from her again. Would it be so bad if this was death? Was death just starting over somewhere new? "How are you sure that you're not a ghost?"

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