with each love i cut loose i was never the same --
He stands alone, but his mind is busy.
All around him there is a flourish of color, from the vibrant jewel-tones of the flowers that sway in time with the sea of grass, to the nearly unnatural robin’s egg blue of the sky. Between two trees wisteria has twisted its way up their trunks and along the branches, reaching out and entangling to form an arch of violet blooms. He stands beneath the floral canopy, a few stray petals drifting towards the ground and nestling into the black strands of his mane, with fox fire shifting lazily around him.
He looks around, his eyes narrowed just slightly in thought and concentration. There is something missing, and while he knows what it is, he cannot bring himself to add it to the illusion. It is one thing to architect a dreamscape for himself, to brighten what he considers to be an otherwise dull view. But to fill the space with made-up bodies, to design and orchestrate their voices and white-noise of chatter…that would be a step too far.
No matter how tired he grew of his own thoughts, he could not allow himself to fall to such a low pit of desperation.
He would shoulder his loneliness and his boredom just as he always has, in stoic silence and beneath the veil of whatever image his mind has decided to bring to life that day.
And so he continues to add to his existing piece of work, more flowers—daisies, larkspur, and cosmos—manifesting from thin air, more wisteria reaching through the trees, not at all caring if anyone else is around to witness the illusion.
He stands alone, but his mind is busy.
All around him there is a flourish of color, from the vibrant jewel-tones of the flowers that sway in time with the sea of grass, to the nearly unnatural robin’s egg blue of the sky. Between two trees wisteria has twisted its way up their trunks and along the branches, reaching out and entangling to form an arch of violet blooms. He stands beneath the floral canopy, a few stray petals drifting towards the ground and nestling into the black strands of his mane, with fox fire shifting lazily around him.
He looks around, his eyes narrowed just slightly in thought and concentration. There is something missing, and while he knows what it is, he cannot bring himself to add it to the illusion. It is one thing to architect a dreamscape for himself, to brighten what he considers to be an otherwise dull view. But to fill the space with made-up bodies, to design and orchestrate their voices and white-noise of chatter…that would be a step too far.
No matter how tired he grew of his own thoughts, he could not allow himself to fall to such a low pit of desperation.
He would shoulder his loneliness and his boredom just as he always has, in stoic silence and beneath the veil of whatever image his mind has decided to bring to life that day.
And so he continues to add to his existing piece of work, more flowers—daisies, larkspur, and cosmos—manifesting from thin air, more wisteria reaching through the trees, not at all caring if anyone else is around to witness the illusion.
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