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    Assailant -- Year 226

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    "But the dream, the echo, slips from him as quickly as he had found it and as consciousness comes to him (a slap and not the gentle waves of oceanic tides), it dissolves entirely. His muscles relax as the cold claims him again, as the numbness sets in, and when his grey eyes open, there’s nothing but the faint after burn of a dream often trod and never remembered." --Brigade, written by Laura


    [private]  this grief has a gravity, it weighs me down | birthing
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    l e p i s
    I never thought it was a question of whether
    I watch him as he leaps to his feet, my blue-grey eyes bright. He is bold - more than just my confidence aiding him - and I smile proudly. Like all of my other children, he is wonderful. I had been told once that every mother thinks this, and it only makes sense. Of course other mothers would mollify themselves with such lies; they were not fortunate enough to have my children. I can admit, if only to myself, that I had worried Wolfbane might be able to take some credit for their creation, but as I look down at Kestrell and remember (perhaps foggily) how very homely Neverwhere’s son had been, I am able to know for certain that, yes: my children are the very best.

    Once standing, he waits a moment to steady himself, and I raise one hoof to take a step forward, closer to my youngest.

    There is a distant quake, a trembling in the earth, and the wind picks up.

    I raise my head, breathing deeply. It does not smell like a summer storm, drawn in on the night winds. What then, I wonder, glancing back down at Kestrell. Only then do I see the dust, glittering, and the way it seems to be caught up in my newborn’s mane. It reaches me a moment later, intangible, but tasting of magic and the mountain.

    Something changes when it brushes past me, a weight settles - or perhaps lifts? - but after a second breath I feel no different at all.

    When he falls, I keep a straight face, knowing that the concern that clenched at me would model his reaction. There is a long moment of quiet, and then he laughs. I smile as well then. “I did see that,”I tell him with a fond smile, stepping closer to touch where his mane glitters. I bend to catch the black feather before it can drift away, and I tuck it between my own feathers for safekeeping.

    “Now stand up again, and try taking a few steps. You can use your wings for balance.” I touch them gently, the soft patterns of the downy feathers hinting at the adult pattern to come. They are unlike any of his siblings, but then – none of them are like any of the others either. I remember Gale asking me why that was, once, and I had been unable to give him an answer beyond: Magic. It explained so much about our lives, from the star like glittering of Kestrell’s mane that I kiss gently before pulling away, to the sensation of something strange having been given to me – or perhaps taken? – by the same wave of dust from the Mountain.


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    RE: this grief has a gravity, it weighs me down | birthing - by Lepis - 06-09-2020, 07:13 AM



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