09-07-2015, 01:18 PM
Dig up her bones,
but leave the soul alone
Her past is sorrow...her future unclear. Why must everything be muted by a hazy fog? Why must every decision that could be made, that should be made, turn into a mistake that haunts her? Could she be considered clean? Kind? Young? Age is just a number, and kind is a viewpoint. One could be considered kind for sparing the life of a wandering soul. But what if deep down that soul is evil or suffering? Would it be kind to end their life? Her viewpoint is shallow. Naive and vain, like every other young mare that wanders through this land in hopes of being brought into a family. Is she worth the trouble?
Everyone would like to think that they are worth the pain and trouble. That somehow, someone will come along to save them and show them a better way of living. That kind of thinking is basic, widespread and every young girls dream. Everyone wants to be princess. Does she? There is a darkness in everyone, and it can be considered a blessing if you can see it and control it. Some go mad trying to control their demons and losing. Those considered wise and thoughtful and beautiful have mastered their demons. Those who are strong, heroic and brave are trying to hide theirs by showing how they can over come anything. Anything but the inky thoughts that plague their mind.
And then there's Bellfae.
She is aware of her darkness. Her demons try and claw their way to the surface, but for the moment, she has full control of herself. Who does she want to be? Would it be good for her and others to become in complete control of herself? Where is the fun in life if you can't be a little mad sometimes. Crazy is what keeps the world from becoming a dull, grey, lifeless place. Bellfae is at a crossroads in her life, where she can choose to live life how she is supposed to. How others expect her to. But what would happen if she traveled down the darker path, one shaded by crooked trees and where those who have fallen into madness lurk behind them?
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