learn to read between the lines, yeah?
I had to go see mother. She wasn't the most loving of mothers, but she deserved to know where I would be, that I was safe and happy. I was on the border when I heard the call, It wasn't a voice I knew, but I knew I was supposed to go to it. I knew I should stop and see to it. However, I told Ygritte I had to go back to Chamber one more time, and she agreed I should do so. That it was the right thing. I knew the holder of the voice would expect I wait, the call wasn't to be ignored, and I am worried to upset the king of the lands I so hoped would be my forever home. I dance on the border not sure what to do. This is all so confusing, I am so not ready to be avoiding responsibilities but both these options are things I must do. So how do I choose?
I weave as I dance back and forth between decisions. I choose to stay but the idea of making mother wait longer made my heart hurt, so I turned to go and the nagging feeling that I was not doing as I should be pulled at my head. This was stupid. I needed to buck up and decide. Ygritte would understand and would explain. It would be fine. So, I turned and walked out of the Falls, The trip would be short, and I should return quickly. I look back a final time, a little nervous about the conversation ahead. I envisioned Ygritte's warm smile and steel determined eyes and it fortified my decision to stay in Falls, and to go say goodbye.
vessel
nymphetamine x kimber
ooc: I didn't want to ignore this but plot wise she is supposed to be gone... so....... yeah. <3