Do something.
Zoryn
His lungs burned for lack of breathing, but he welcomed it. Every inhale, he could swear he could smell the bastard, and for once, it's making him sick. The beast paces, crashing into its cage walls, wanting out- wanting to be free. He couldn't let it. Right now, even he is afraid what it will do. What it will make him do. Right now, that isn't what he wants. At this moment, the very thing he wants is pulling away from him. Slowly tearing in the most agonizing way.
He can't fucking handle it.
This has never been an option, losing her. Could that really be what was happening right now? That he could lose her. To him? No. Nonononono. Fuck that. He would kill him. He would do that for her. Anything, he realized. But would it be enough? God, what is this. Why. Love is a burning thing. More than he knew. He can't lose her. He won't. In his mind, the beast is frantic, clawing and chewing the walls of its cage. He had to get control.
He listens to her, moves close to her. Needs the contact, even while she tells him what a wreck she is. He shakes his head again and again as she says things like she's always done wrong and always hurt him. "No, Diz." Quiet, and she continues on. He loves the pain. The physical pain. This current pain is destroying him and he tries so hard to keep it together.
She moves away from him, and he feels the distance like a knife to his chest. Almost wishes it was literal pain, and not this. His brows are furrowed, muscles tight all over, twitching occasionally with the tension. Lips pressed into a flat line. Tears burn in his eyes, not yet welling up. He's never cried before, he wouldn't very well start now. His legs ache to step toward her, but he senses more, so he waits. Listens to her as she starts again, her usually sultry voice dropped into this hollow and aching, vulnerable thing. He tries to make sense of all she says, but he latches on to just one phrase. Clings to it like a lifeline. "I love you so fucking much..." The rest that followed is just words.
"Stop. You're not making sense." Suddenly solid, his voice. Firm. He steps forward, just a step, when she looks up at him through those brown eyes of hers. She begs him to tell her how to fix it, how to make it right. He shakes his head to clear everything from his mind. Everything but her. Diz, his Diz. He pushes his gaze into hers, urging her to see the truth of it and the way he feels. "I love you, Diz. It's never been more clear. I love you and I'm going to be here. Always. No matter who you go and fuck." He meant it as kind of a joke, one corner of his lips quirking up, but his tone fell flat and low with that last sentence. His beast roars, and he inwardly yells to shut it up. Slowly, he shakes his head, staring into her eyes and wanting. Just wanting. To soothe her, to lose himself in her. To love her. He wants it. All of it. Doesn't she? "All I want is you. Forever." The truth of it hurts, but it hurts so fucking good. He moves in on her, slowly. Brushing the side of his muzzle against the roundness of her belly- a sweet hello- before he trails his touch to her neck. Places a soft kiss there. He whispers. "There doesn't have to be pain." Another kiss, wet and warm and gentle. Up, closer to her jawline. He whispers. "Let me love you, Dizzy. Let me show you."
He can't fucking handle it.
This has never been an option, losing her. Could that really be what was happening right now? That he could lose her. To him? No. Nonononono. Fuck that. He would kill him. He would do that for her. Anything, he realized. But would it be enough? God, what is this. Why. Love is a burning thing. More than he knew. He can't lose her. He won't. In his mind, the beast is frantic, clawing and chewing the walls of its cage. He had to get control.
He listens to her, moves close to her. Needs the contact, even while she tells him what a wreck she is. He shakes his head again and again as she says things like she's always done wrong and always hurt him. "No, Diz." Quiet, and she continues on. He loves the pain. The physical pain. This current pain is destroying him and he tries so hard to keep it together.
She moves away from him, and he feels the distance like a knife to his chest. Almost wishes it was literal pain, and not this. His brows are furrowed, muscles tight all over, twitching occasionally with the tension. Lips pressed into a flat line. Tears burn in his eyes, not yet welling up. He's never cried before, he wouldn't very well start now. His legs ache to step toward her, but he senses more, so he waits. Listens to her as she starts again, her usually sultry voice dropped into this hollow and aching, vulnerable thing. He tries to make sense of all she says, but he latches on to just one phrase. Clings to it like a lifeline. "I love you so fucking much..." The rest that followed is just words.
"Stop. You're not making sense." Suddenly solid, his voice. Firm. He steps forward, just a step, when she looks up at him through those brown eyes of hers. She begs him to tell her how to fix it, how to make it right. He shakes his head to clear everything from his mind. Everything but her. Diz, his Diz. He pushes his gaze into hers, urging her to see the truth of it and the way he feels. "I love you, Diz. It's never been more clear. I love you and I'm going to be here. Always. No matter who you go and fuck." He meant it as kind of a joke, one corner of his lips quirking up, but his tone fell flat and low with that last sentence. His beast roars, and he inwardly yells to shut it up. Slowly, he shakes his head, staring into her eyes and wanting. Just wanting. To soothe her, to lose himself in her. To love her. He wants it. All of it. Doesn't she? "All I want is you. Forever." The truth of it hurts, but it hurts so fucking good. He moves in on her, slowly. Brushing the side of his muzzle against the roundness of her belly- a sweet hello- before he trails his touch to her neck. Places a soft kiss there. He whispers. "There doesn't have to be pain." Another kiss, wet and warm and gentle. Up, closer to her jawline. He whispers. "Let me love you, Dizzy. Let me show you."