10-26-2018, 03:26 PM
For a moment there is relief, because she ultimately has been neglected amongst the influx of horses. Too many faces, too many that already know each other. Names being lobbed back and forth as those that didn’t know were introduced. Laughter and words and flirting already in full force. She expels the breath she had been holding. Daring a glance up once she not longer felt the staring of his eyes or heard the shuffling of his hooves in the sand closer to her. She catches their names, being brave enough to keep her gaze up long enough to put some faces and colors and forms to each name. She noticed the way some leaned closer to others, the breathy laugh as they flirted and smiled a tiny smile to herself.
She looked shyly at the male she had bumped into. She liked the way that he smiled, the way he had stepped closer towards her, more into the sea than the sand that ran along the edges of it. It made her heart thump a little faster in her chest. She was safe here, amongst the salt water that brushed against her legs, splashing up against her belly with each push and pull of the sea. She hadn’t expected to like the ocean.
She slid back deeper into it, enjoying the feel of it on her skin when the moment of the boy in front of her brought her attention back to him. He had moved away from her and the spotted girl as well back to the side of the male next to him. Oh. Her heart kind of fell in her chest. She understood, and it was silly after all to let herself be so affected by someone who she didn’t even know. She looks up at them all through her lashes, knowing that she should leave, but so wistful to stay.
And wasn’t she pitiful? Wistful for the things that she had missed out as a child, wanting them so bad her heart ached. But she had to stay away. Someone that was good would keep them safe right? But she would be lying if she said she hadn’t thought about how easy it would be to walk into the midst of them all and hypnotize them all into loving her and being her friend.
She sighed instead, turning her eyes from the gathering of horses and towards the black sky and the black sea, unable to distinguish them from each other any longer. Her heart was heavy, but she started to turn away. This wasn’t where she was supposed to be. Although maybe she could settle in one of the caves, there had to be caves along the coast right? There they would be safe enough from her and she would still be able to play in the ocean.
(Soo, yeah sorry, she is not being very cooperative right now.)
She looked shyly at the male she had bumped into. She liked the way that he smiled, the way he had stepped closer towards her, more into the sea than the sand that ran along the edges of it. It made her heart thump a little faster in her chest. She was safe here, amongst the salt water that brushed against her legs, splashing up against her belly with each push and pull of the sea. She hadn’t expected to like the ocean.
She slid back deeper into it, enjoying the feel of it on her skin when the moment of the boy in front of her brought her attention back to him. He had moved away from her and the spotted girl as well back to the side of the male next to him. Oh. Her heart kind of fell in her chest. She understood, and it was silly after all to let herself be so affected by someone who she didn’t even know. She looks up at them all through her lashes, knowing that she should leave, but so wistful to stay.
And wasn’t she pitiful? Wistful for the things that she had missed out as a child, wanting them so bad her heart ached. But she had to stay away. Someone that was good would keep them safe right? But she would be lying if she said she hadn’t thought about how easy it would be to walk into the midst of them all and hypnotize them all into loving her and being her friend.
She sighed instead, turning her eyes from the gathering of horses and towards the black sky and the black sea, unable to distinguish them from each other any longer. Her heart was heavy, but she started to turn away. This wasn’t where she was supposed to be. Although maybe she could settle in one of the caves, there had to be caves along the coast right? There they would be safe enough from her and she would still be able to play in the ocean.
(Soo, yeah sorry, she is not being very cooperative right now.)