10-29-2016, 05:53 AM
Woman? Igni is still far from a woman. That she had reach adulthood, didn’t make a girl a woman. Oh some would, definitely, but Igni wasn’t one of those. Her heart and mind were still the one of a filly, a child, which made her a girl rather than a woman. Little did she now know that she soon would be forced to grow up, by another’s doing. Her youth had been careless and she had been bold, stubborn and head strong, but now the blue roan was forced to look after herself in this changing world, she had soon realised that she was not ready. The safety of the Tundra was gone. And so was her old life and old self.
She doesn’t defend him, she doesn’t mean to do that, but merely speaks the truth. The truth she believes in. Believing otherwise would be blasphemy and Igni was simply too naïve to question Carnage and his powers. Even though she had witnessed the miracle that wasn’t that much of a miracle. Pangea was a horrible place to live, but she desperately wanted to believe that with every good deed the God would grand them an update of their home.
Slowly she itches closer, blue eyes on Lior’s figure while she desperately hopes to not see any sign or rejection. Him moving, backing away from her, would crush the last part of her heart too. His words make her pause though, eyes now meeting his, wide and glassy with tears. She just looks at him, trying to find the right way to interpret his words. ”W-what do you mean?” her voice is equally as soft, as she asks him for clarification. She doesn’t really want to talk about this, she doesn’t want to think about it. It would only lead her to the point at which she would start questioning Gunsynd, and with that, their god. She wanted to ignore the doubt planted in her head, as she was afraid of discovering the truth.
She doesn’t defend him, she doesn’t mean to do that, but merely speaks the truth. The truth she believes in. Believing otherwise would be blasphemy and Igni was simply too naïve to question Carnage and his powers. Even though she had witnessed the miracle that wasn’t that much of a miracle. Pangea was a horrible place to live, but she desperately wanted to believe that with every good deed the God would grand them an update of their home.
Slowly she itches closer, blue eyes on Lior’s figure while she desperately hopes to not see any sign or rejection. Him moving, backing away from her, would crush the last part of her heart too. His words make her pause though, eyes now meeting his, wide and glassy with tears. She just looks at him, trying to find the right way to interpret his words. ”W-what do you mean?” her voice is equally as soft, as she asks him for clarification. She doesn’t really want to talk about this, she doesn’t want to think about it. It would only lead her to the point at which she would start questioning Gunsynd, and with that, their god. She wanted to ignore the doubt planted in her head, as she was afraid of discovering the truth.
OOC: Sorry, lame words.. Somehow and confused and upset Igni is hard to write xD.