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    Assailant -- Year 226

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    "But the dream, the echo, slips from him as quickly as he had found it and as consciousness comes to him (a slap and not the gentle waves of oceanic tides), it dissolves entirely. His muscles relax as the cold claims him again, as the numbness sets in, and when his grey eyes open, there’s nothing but the faint after burn of a dream often trod and never remembered." --Brigade, written by Laura


    [open]  Kill your darlings
    #1
    Hippogryph was not designed to be a mother. Her own mother had died after giving birth to her, had died in fear, startled by the child she brought into the world. She had leapt away clumsily when the raven filly stumbled towards her, had tripped and fallen and cracked her head on stone, bleeding into the ever-thirsty beach sand. Killing her mother is Hippogryph's very first memory. It is one of few. The madness gripped her soon after, filled her mind with too many fears and strange habits to bother with storing memories away. She lives in a world of paranoia and hallucinations and sickness, none of which is much helped by her habit of eating morning glories until the toxin makes her disoriented and agitated, until her skin twitches violently and the pupils of her glazed eyes grow wide. She sees nothing.

    In such a drunken haze, the child comes, and through the birthing process she stumbles across the meadow without noticing until her forelegs tangle in the meadow-grass and she falls roughly to her knees. The filly slips from her like a dead thing, small and silent, the color of dried blood, and her mother is so slow to stand and turn, to look at the little beast. She seems perfectly formed, at first, a miracle given her heritage and her mother's self-medicating, but she lifts her head free from the heavy grip of gravity and the proof of those curses becomes clear - her lower jaw is malformed. Eyelids flutter open and unfocused yellow eyes struggle to find clarity in the dark smudge of her mother against the bright sky. If anybody - anybody other than the black mare herself - had witnessed the births of both children, they might recognize the expression that tightens every line of Hippogryph's face, the way she rocks back on her haunches and her ears bury themselves in her wild, knotted mane.

    The filly also sees nothing, her eyes unaccustomed to the brightness of this new world. And unlike her brother before her, she has no gifts to rein in her mother's basest instincts, so when the raven black lunges at her youngest child with open jaws and rolling eyes, the tiny chestnut is caught unaware, trying to sit up as instinct drives her to stand. The force of impact throws her backwards with a startled squeal and the ground beneath her is hard despite the cushion of grass. Teeth close on the back of her neck and the blurred vision gives way to stars as she is shaken violently and tossed again, landing with a thud that knocks the breath from her lungs and a sharp pain in her shoulder that leaves her groaning softly. Then there is a shock, a bright white light like sound, and nothing. Panting and sweating, Hippogryph stands over the body of her daughter, grown still after one stone-hard hoof found it's mark on that tiny, delicate forehead, marking the white of the star with a trail of blood that oozes slowly down into the earth. The yellow eyes are shut and no breath stirs in that fragile chest. She stamps at the ground, scarring it, then turns with a snort and runs haphazardly away.

    She has no way of knowing the child is immortal. Who could know? Yet no predators come to the place where she lies secluded and still, and slowly - so slowly - the wounds heal, the bones knit. Days pass, perhaps even weeks, but eventually Death's grip loosens. Her heart flutters in her breast like a startled bird and the yellow-eyed girl sits up with a gasp, rears up so suddenly that her limbs, still unused to walking, succeed only in bucking her backwards, somersaulting in the tall grass. When she lands in a tangle of too-thin legs her eyes cast about wildly for an attacker, for danger, but there is nothing to be seen, only flycatchers swooping in the air.
    Crackjaw
    Dreamscar x Hippogryph
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    #2
    She doesn’t think of how babies are emerging into this world from between slick thighs or eggshells or however their method of beginning is. Nope, the little brown mare is content to drift almost the grass and wildflowers, purposeless and happy. It seems a kind of pastoral and almost dull existence but Bean is all smiles.

    The air is fresh and clean.
    The grass is green.
    The rivers are plentiful and cold.

    There is not a thing she could ask for! Why, even the birds are happy to be about as flycatchers swoop in a show that delights and keeps her entertained for a good while. She starts to drift that way, not really thinking about it or why the birds are so disturbed in that area. Bean just liked watching them, sometimes even letting certain ones sit on her back and rest or go for a ride. 

    (it always seemed like the kindly thing to do, like the birds and her were neighbors in this great big meadow)

    “Oh!” she utters softly when she stumbles upon a heap of yellow eyes and tangled legs all belonging to a foal. Bean thinks this is strange, there must be a mother around somewhere but no mare comes charging at her in the time that she just stands there and stares. Starts to fidget even. 

    “What to do, what to do…” the little mare muses aloud before dropping her hesitant (she still expects a mother to form tearing out of nowhere, teeth bared and fury in her eyes) nose to the little babe’s head. Not much of a scent there besides the foal’s own and the aftermath of birth, poor thing hasn’t even been properly cleaned off.

    Bean has no clue what to do even though some instinct starts to kick in and she begins to lick and champ at the foal’s skin with her teeth. In between, she mutters, “Get you cleaned, get you on your feet, and probably need some food…” and Bean doesn’t have that. She’s not a mom, never has been. Just a good samaritan that happened by while watching the birds in the sky.

    @[Crackjaw] beryl words weren’t enough apparently ❤️
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    #3
    The world is a blur to eyes crusted shut with blood and time and something close to death, the brown blur that murmurs over her and licks her roughly might be horse, or it might be bear, and the child has neither the vision nor the knowledge to tell the difference, so she simply flattens herself beneath the rhythmic assault on her thin body. She must still appear newborn, small and skinny and covered in... something that may once have been afterbirth, but which now cannot be pleasant to be tonguing away. A bleat break away from her lips, her dusty lungs cracking and complaining as air rushes through them, as hungry blood blooms to life and warms her cold, stiff body, and the filly lunges forward awkwardly, numb feet failing to catch her once again. 

    Already out of breath, she pants and lays still under the mare's busy tongue, blinking the death from her eyes. The vision returns to them with halos that make her squint. A cough wracks her fragile ribcage, it makes her lower lip flap strangely, but such a small detail is likely to go unnoticed by most. Certainly nothing about it strikes the child as very strange, and with the feeling finally returning to her limbs as the thickened blood turns fresh, she tries again to stand on skeletal legs, long and ungainly. Her abdomen tucks in like some starving thing and her hip-bones protrude, yet she lives just the same, unsure what to do about the gnawing emptiness in her belly.

    Standing nearly breaks her, her sides heave with effort, but the filly attempts a soft nicker and presses herself against the warmth of the brown mare, leans her small weight against her and shivers, coat clean now, but damp. Only the brown stain of blood still smears across the bright star on her forehead.

    The Star.

    The whisper makes her ears flick forward and her head fly up. She peers up at the great wall of mare beside her. It is clear that she had heard nothing, that she has said nothing, but there is nobody else.

    Crackjaw.

    Yellows eyes flash as she latches onto the word, feels it in her bones. Weakly, the red girl looks up again and a strange smile stretches across her jawless face.

    "M'Crackthaw!"


    Crackjaw
    Dreamscar x Hippogryph


    @[bean] sooooo sorry this took so long!  Heart
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